| new journal |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|08:03 pm] |
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I have a new journal.... well I've had it but for anyone who doesn't know it. it's.... elyse_marie |
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| *~2004~* |
[Jan. 2nd, 2004|03:04 pm] |
new years eve i was basically at my house all day in a real bitchy mood. i dk just didnt feel like being bothered. kinda decided i wanted to stay by myself fer the night, even though i was supposed to go to Bryans and what not. well that didnt happen & i didnt stay by myself completely either.
Bryan called, i was being a bitch to him cuz i wasnt in a good mood. sorry sweetie!! and he was like whatever and came over after he took a shower. we kinda sat herre and watched an episode of degrassi, went to his dads, hehe played monopoly *disney version* it was quite interesting. i was outta my *bad mood* by then. we watched the ball drop w/christy, keith and dad. i got to kiss my lovely boyfriend @ midnight! it was great. came back here and as soon as i got home i started drinking. this was the first year i think in like 3 years i wasnt already drinking or drunk before the ball dropped. but oh well... bryan left around 1, i was still drinking & i was like pretty drunk. woo and im still standin strong w/not gettin sick..!! go me! yeah i guess i talked to a few ppl while i was drunk, dont remember much tho. i know i talked to my best friend josh, lance, mike and jeff but i dont know who else. hehe oh well...
new years day got up @ like noon and bryan was already on his way over so i had to get ready. had a massive hangover. went to his dads @ like 1:30 and was there all day til like 8 er so. michigan lost the game :( i was upset. met just about the rest of his dads side of the family.. so thats about everyone so far!! came home and whatnot.. layed around and yeah. he left. stayed up and talked to ppl online, finally went to bed around 2:30 er so.
doris comes home today.. gosh i missed her! shes been in north carolina fer ever. hopefully ill still get to see her. sues stayin in florida fer a month... moms going out tonight. bryan asked me whut i wanted to do 2night.. and once again i have no idea since we normally dont *go out* and do stuff, which is fine w/me.. cuz honestly i dont care. so who knows.
our *2months* is tomorrow :) :)
i really believe this year is going to be different.
i still dont have a new years resoultion... still gotta get one!!!
rest in peace r.j.j.m! we love you!!
im out. |
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| illin up in da big dirrty C... |
[Dec. 29th, 2003|09:15 pm] |
dats right im illin in chestertucky...! im @ jessica's dads hizzle.. hehe out by my old hizzle!!1
wow its so weird bein out chillin herre... but i like it! :) tightness
holla
i love ya! :)
im out. |
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| ..i know u still livin..ur life after death.. |
[Dec. 29th, 2003|11:59 am] |
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well lets see, me & ma played cards fer awhile, bryan came over then dan finally got herre so we played more cards... drank a lil. me and bryan got into a fight because of somethinng that my mom said and she shouldnt of. i cryed, we talked, everythings okaay now i assume. talked to jessica last night too aaahh i feel so much better now that i talked to her and everything :) yay! she was @ the mall... but i think im going over there today & stayin the night then going shoppin on tuesday w/her & bryan!!! yay i finally get to spend money on myself fer once. woo. i kinda wanna save it tho and maybe get a new cell phone er suttin & actually keep up w/buyin minutes so i dont have to keep re-activating my freakin phone. its pathetic but i never had money to get any cards. oh well w/e, i still want a new phone tho. i dont like mine its too big and weird lookin! hehe oh and i wanna get my hair done, im thinkin about gettin it cut maybe too but not real short cuz i love my long hair i just kinda want a change and it seems like its gettin TOO long. oh well... i also wanna get my nails done. yup i do. maybe i will. i do need some new clothes too. who knows. maybe me & jess can werk out my birthday present from this past year and she whut she wants to do. maybe she'll get my nails done fer me er suttin since that was kinda whut we were talkin about doing.... who knows ill talk to her about it though. im so freakin tired. i got like no sleep last night, went to bed around 4:30- 5 and got up around 9:30-10ish. so yeah thats like not my normal amount of hrs to sleep... i need more to function properly.! *yawns* << see whut i mean?? hehe but yeah bryans @ werk right now, i gotta wait fer jess to call me, cuz she was supposed to talk to her daddio... and im jsut sittn herre bored outta my mind, ooohh gots to take a shower and all that good stuff still but yeah i dk if im leavin so i can wait a lil while fer all that... plus i dont think i can stand fer that long... id probably fall over!!!
i re-did my journal... i dont think its too bad... i mean c'mon now chad is totally hott and everything. i just dk if i like that its transparent.. i think i kinda want my entires in a box but off to the side so you can @ least see him.. cuz if you cant see him it defeats the whole purpose of havin it as my background... i tryed lookin fer a new icon too mayb of himm but couldnt find much, then again i was dead tired @ like 3- 3:30ish this morning when i was lookin fer it too. oh well ill probably look later then.
im not even on my computer so i can talk to anyone on AIM while i do this.... no wonder why im so bored! geez! hehe
oh yeah one last thing Josh Shaffer is one of my best friends in the whole world... i love him very much!!!!!! :)
im out. |
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| Christmas 2003 |
[Dec. 27th, 2003|10:24 am] |
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| | mtv | ] |
Lets see....
-On Christmas Eve it was me, ma, sue, bryan, kari & dan. I got a flat screen tv & table thing from sue. My warm vanilla sugar lotion thingy from bryan w/a bear. I got a gift card from dan. Then I went to dads house and they opened presents over there and dad got me a baby blue hoodie.. oh i was happy. then we watched tv and went to midnight mass then bryan brought me home and left around 3am.
-Christmas day i didnt have anything to open when i woke up, kinda weird. Then my brother came over and I got my NC hoodie, a mood ring from DJ that he picked out @ Secret Santa, and about $200 from my ma and sister together. Then i got all ready and everything and my ma dropped me off @ Bryans house. They had their family christmas thing and w/e so i went over there and it was pretty cool. I met molly *his step-sis* and heather *his other cuzin* that was pretty nifty shifty. ate yummy dinner, came upstairs and basically fell asleep watchin tv, got up then opened more presents. i got pjs from mom and dave... slippers & a necklace w/an E on it from Kari... and a matching silver braclet & necklace w/my hockey ticket w/it from my baby :) its so beautiful i love it so much. well i stayed the night even though he didnt drink, i did. hehe i had alotta fun though. I was downstairs w/bryan helpin fold all his new clothes and everything... we went upstairs to *tuck me in* around midnight and w/e he went to bed. Lil David went to the bathroom and came out and was talking to me... he went and got his pillow and blanket and stayed out in the living room w/me and kept me up til like 3 in the morning and finally i said i was going to bed so he went in his room... hes crazy! i love him though.
-I got up about 10 on Friday cuz I told bryan to wake me up when he got up & he did. watched tv and what not... then david got up... then like around 12 kari got up & bryan left fer werk @ 12:30... so me, david & kari watched tv and david beat us up... he was in a good mood like all day. it was awesum... i ended up bein there like all day, we left his house around 7 er so and went and got food cuz i didnt eat all day then ended up cumin back here and watched tv then he left. i watched the every episode of degrassi marathon last night and talked to ken.. didnt lay down til like 4 this mornin...
got up and now im just sittin here... got alot on my mind though.
im out. |
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| *you can prepare your self for alot of things but this you cannot* |
[Dec. 22nd, 2003|02:39 pm] |
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Most everyone is out on christmas break already but i still have school tomorrow... not fair. since i didnt go on friday cuz i was sick i didnt go today either.. didnt really feel like it. I HATE SCHOOL...
I was up til like 4 this morning. I started wrapping christmas gifts.. then played blackjack.. *jack i miss you* to try and get my mind off things... :(
got up around 1:30 this after noon and no1 was home, so just kinda sat around and did nothing. had alotta time to think tho, i dont really know if that was such a good thing to do. im so confused. gosh i just dont know. I finished wrapping the rest of my gifts and had to re-arrange everything under the christmas tree.. it made me realize how much I'm NOT in the christmas spirit this year. i dont like it as it is but this year is deffinetly not good @ all. i seriously dont care about presents or any of that stuff, i just want to be with my family and my grandpa but he cant be here.... hes up in heaven w/jack, marvin, racquel, john, julie & everyone else thats up there. think about what jack and marvins family must be going through. all of their presents underneath the tree and they are gunna wake up christmas morning and no one will open them. god i cant even imagine how they are going to get thru this.
my thoughts and prayers are w/them though always.
this is one of the worst years ever... i wish things could be okay again, all back the way it was. :(
LArkEY 4 liFe signed off at 4:03:51 PM
12-21-03
we love and miss you all ... you will forever be apart of us no matter what. >RIP< .R.J.J.M.
LArkEY 4 liFe.... |
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| Rest In Peace... |
[Dec. 21st, 2003|11:10 am] |
last night i was on my way to the mall w/bryan and there was an accident... gosh it just made me think about what happend. then he told me cummin to my house there was an accident on gratiot. i couldnt even imagine the accident scene w/jack and marvin and frankly i dont want to, i herd it was really bad. but every time i even herd the werd it made me feel so bad. i just wanna know why? why them?
rest in peace.. my prayers and thoughts are w/you all.
:(
i have a new screen name tho, sorry its being stupid.
xoxo Elyse
^^ ADD IT... i cant fix elyseXmarie (ive tried)
i love you guys... everyone!
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| i dont believe any of this. |
[Dec. 20th, 2003|01:23 pm] |
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i dont understand why he has to take people from us.
its not right and it is sure as hell not fair.
this now 4 this year. i dont know what to do anymore. im so sick of losing people that i care about or know.
no i didnt know Racquel Wood or Marvin Admon that well but its still not easy hearing about people you even went to school with and that are so young. no one deserves this and there friends and families dont deserve the pain either.
REST IN PEACE
John McKernan
Racquel Wood
Jack Lark
Marvin Admon
you 4 are truly missed by MANY and also very loved.
my thoughts and prayers go out to all their friends and families. i know how it feels to loose your bestfriend or even some one really close to you.
REST IN PEACE
Grandpa & Julie.
i hate this!
i dont think i can handle much more. |
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| 3 years, 5 months, 5 days |
[Dec. 19th, 2003|01:05 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | the annoyin sound of my new toy... hehe | ] |
yea its been that long. it sux i hate every minute of it. shes been on my mind alot more then usual lately. but it is christmas time and all that gayness. i miss her so much. all i want for christmas is to see her again, thats all ive wanted since it happend. RIP baby girl. i love you very much and you are truely missed.... :(
tomorrow is the big 7 months til my birthday.. kinda sux that its so far away. oh well! another day that i dont ever like celebrating... she was always made my birthday so much better. anything i think of it just isnt as good as it used to be w/o her.
on another note i didnt go to school today... yesterday i think i felt worse but i wasnt feelin that much better so i stayed home. i had to go to school yesterday and be miserable i wasnt doing it today too. i slept alot tho, so i guess thats good.
on a really good note, i have the greatest boyfriend in the world. he is so good to me, like you dont even know!! i love every min im with him. i know we have our moments and everything but still... we always werk shit out. this one is a sure keeper. i honestly can say i dont want to be with anyone but him... i seriously love him!
Bryan Joseph has my <3 heart <3
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| reality has finally set in, i hope everyone is happy now. |
[Dec. 17th, 2003|05:51 pm] |
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| | Linkin Park Cd... | ] |
i was writing a letter to jessica today, and it really made me think about things. Everything i could of possible gotten out i did and yeah i felt better afterwards but everything i said was so true, its really upsetting.
i honestly dont care what anyone says, everything is different. since ive left its like everything stayed and didnt come with me. i dont even talk to that many people any more, its like i had something there i left and it stayed behing instead of commin with me. i hardly even talk to my bestfriend, yeah so thats partly on me but still its not the point. yeah i know things change and people change but i havent so why did everyone else? its not the same and it never will be the same. i really wanted to come back @ first like definetly, now im thinking twice about it. why should i go back? i have no reason to go back anymore. nothing will ever be like it was, i miss everything and how everything WAS i dont even wanna just pop in and be there again, i dont know its really hard to explain but i kinda feel like becuz im not there anymore im not anywhere. kind of like no one really cares that im not there anymore, no one makes an effort to do anything and everytime ive tried cummin out and tried makin plans it never werks out er something just comes up where before i was always hangin out w/people no problem wtf? i dont understand how things can change just like that. i felt like i was wanted and needed and now i dont. no one even really knows what ive been going thru, er what ive been doing. ok so it sounds a lil selfish but i want my friends back but sometimes i dont. i should just leave it where it is and let it all fade away and start over. i should actually try and be elyse at my new school, cuz it looks like im gunna have to step up and get to know these people cuz as of now im gunna be graduating with them.
i dont understand. i have my boyfriend and my mom. sounds great doesnt it? well its not but whatever, im not even gunna let this shit bother me.
i dont care anymore. thats that.
no more lies, not even to myself anymore.
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| i just dont know |
[Dec. 17th, 2003|05:30 pm] |
i think i wanna get a new livejournal. but i dk
i dont have any ideas for a new name.. oh well
any ideas? LEMME KNOW PLEASE
I Love Bryan Joseph
Lori I love you girl, ur the shit!!!!! :) |
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| It feels like I'm flying |
[Dec. 15th, 2003|03:37 pm] |
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| | the eminem show | ] |
um i dont remember when i last updated so ill just start with the weekend....
Friday~ got up went to lame ass school, got home called my brother cuz he called me, kinda weird! then Doris came and got me, went back to her house just kinda chilled ya know. Her mommy bought us dinner and we went to the nail place to get her sisters christmas present. Waited for Bryan to get to Doe's then we went and got Dayna and went to Meijer... oh the funness!! Then we drove around since I was supposed to do my damn project *which I still havent done and it was due today...oops* well we ended up going to Jasons!!! :):):):) that made my whole day! I was so happy i finally got to see him...ahh! then we had to leave for like 10 mins so we went and got slurppees even tho it was like -10 degrees outside, i still wanted one so of course i got one... tee-hee! then back on over to jays hizzouse lol then we left and dropped dayna off and went back to Doe's to get bryans car and he drove me home... stayed fer a lil and layed with me :) hes the bestest! i was so cold that i had 3 shirts on, 2 pairs of pants, socks and my blanket..
Saturday~ woke up in so much pain... ehh got up around 10ish. i was still freezin... i dont remember what i did but i ended up layin back down around noonish and got up @ 2 to take my hoodie off cuz i was finally starting to sweat.. which was a good sign. but my back was still bothering me really bad. it sucked so bad. like my back always herts but it never hert that bad, it was one of the worst pains ive ever felt. my mommy said she was gunna take me to the doctors if it didnt get better... yeah ok so anyways... Doe ended up commin ova, so i jumped in the shower, then got semi ready nothing special and she took me 2 Bryans house!!! it was his mommys surprise birthday party!! we didnt get as many people as expected but it turned out really good, it made me happy! she was seriously so surprised... but it took her ferever to get downstairs... itso kthough. i met alotta people, but hey thats quite alright.. then bryan finally asked his dearest mother if i could stay the night n she said she didnt care. so yeah i stayed the night... it was so great to wake up, walk in the living room and my wonderful baby is sitting on the couch! oh i loved it! when i 1st got to his house i felt like shit... and like i wasnt feelin better. me and kristy talked alot about christmas and stuff! i was feelin better, hey alcohol just does great things. hehe but hey i wasnt cold anymore. fell asleep @ like 1:30 and everytime i woke up i seen jays face *karis ex boyfriend* it was aggravating.
Sunday~ woke up and layed with bryan and watched tv fer awhile, i was gettin teased about christmas.. meanies. he got in the shower and took kari to the bank and did some stuff outside. then we got food for grandma, went to macomb mall seen some puppies :) then ran into amanda, kari and lil david talked to them fer a few... then left to go to grandmas then lakeside. i think with all the shopping we got like one thing.. pathetic i know. now all bryans gifts he wants wrapped are sittin on my floor waiting to get wrapped.
Today~ school was gay i hate it seriously. im gettin marked @ 1/2 credit for my english project then shes actually start grading, which really sux but w/e i dont even wanna do it! honestly i dont give a fuck anymore but who knows!
well i gots presents to wrap so yeah i think thats what im gunna go do.. and wait fer bryan to call! i think were going to his daddys fer dinner tonight! yay! |
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| its just so very special! |
[Dec. 9th, 2003|03:59 pm] |
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| | Shine....*Lil Wayne* | ] |
monday was gay cuz i had to go to school, what else is new? i had a really bad headache tho so it sucked even more then normal. came home attempted @ my hw and fell asleep then my WONDERFUL boyfriend came over! :) he helped me with my homework, we watched 7th heaven and i made him dinner! then we just layed around til i was about to fall asleep then he left :( i hate when he leaves but its ok! i didnt sleep as good as i have been oh well
today school wasnt half bad! i mean it was school so yeah it sucked but ya know!! i just got off the phone with my lovely boyfriend and hes gunna call me and whatnot, then hes cummin ova! woooo hooo! hes great seriously. the bestest. i couldnt of found anyone better! im soo happy its amazing and i love it! :) but yeah i have math homework that he gets to help me with tonight... well thats an everyday thing but its cool. i should start on my parenting project considering its due on friday and my english project is due on monday but i have to write 2 poems
then Friday hopefully ill be able to get out to see everyone and videotape everyone for my english project cuz yeah thats what i gotta do! but i wanna go shopping with bryan friday too and then saturday is his mommys party so i cant stay the night out there friday! but im still commin to see yall so we gotta talk to find somewhere to meet up @ so EVERYONE can be in my video! like im thinkin maybe barrymores er something! i dk but i really want to see everyone! im so excited!
16 days til Christmas! 23 days til New Years Eve! 25 more days til mine and my babys 2 months & only 67 days til Valentines Day!
xoxo...>Elyse |
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| christmas-ness and whatnot |
[Dec. 7th, 2003|12:42 pm] |
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| | full house on tv! | ] |
friday i went shopping and got bryans gift outta the way! im so relieved that hes done and i dont have to worry about what im going to get him or anything! bryan came over after and we just chilled here like normal, watched some tv then he tucked me in! hes so sweet<3
saturday me and bryan went shopping, back to the mall, visited kristy @ the icing and whatnot! i got my nephew and sue outta the way too! now i just gotta get my mom, bryans mom and maybe something else for bryan! plus i gotta keep money aside for Kenna too.... then we went and visited grandma! came back here and just sat in my room and talked... kinda got upset tho... something he said he really bothered me. like i cant help it, it just hurts to hear that its really true. like it seriously hurts so bad that i cried and he hates it when i cry but i couldnt hold it in. like i knew it happend but for him to actually say it, i went nuts! gosh i dont even wanna think about it anymore...
today the game is @ 1 and thats where hes @... so im probably gunna lounge around and watch it! he's comming ova sumtime after the game i just dont know when. oh well i should call him pretty sooon!
im outtie
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xoxo...>Elyse |
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| tonight its only you and me.... |
[Dec. 3rd, 2003|06:12 pm] |
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| | happy & sad | ] |
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| | ahh just the radio pimpness | ] |
yup today is our ~~1 month~~ tee-hee seems like so much longer then that tho, kinda weirdness! couple of good days so far, i guess thats good! tee-hee! it kinda sux tho becuz i doubt im going to see bryan tonight but thats ok i guess.. he has been with me everyday for like the past 2 weeks~~ :) ill see him tomorrow tho! :D
today is his moms birthday too! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MA! tee-hee
also today it has been 9 months since my gramps died. i miss him bunchez and bunchez! i's love's him's with's all's my's heart's! yes I LOVE HIM! he was the greatest person on the entire earth! i wish i could see him just one more time!!!!!
but i gots stuff to do so maybe more tomorrow? tee-hee
christmas is in only 22 days! im excited!
byes
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xoxo...Elyse |
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| i cant stand who ive becum |
[Dec. 1st, 2003|07:21 pm] |
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| | the eminem show | ] |
so many things have gone thru my head today. i was so upset that i even started to cry, which i havent done in a long time. what else is new? im going back to my old ways. it doesnt matter what i do to be happy or start being happy something or someone always trys to take that from me. but this time i dont know if it is someone else, or just me. i dont know what is going on, but i wish i did. its like no matter how happy i get something is keeping me from being happy. i dont want to be here anymore. i really dont. i want to go far far away, and start over. meet new people, make new friends, not have anything to do with the people i know now. i want to go somewhere that no one knows me, or knows how i am. i want to start over and be some new. i wouldnt want to be me becuz i cant stand me. i shouldnt care what people say about me, or think or anything but once again im going back into my hole and all of a sudden i care what they are sayin to me. i dont wanna go back to the way things were in 8th grade but it looks like thats where im headed again... i dont understand why all of this has to be brought on again. why is it happening now? i was fine the way things were, i was starting to be happy and figure shit out and now its like what do i honestly have here for me? im nothing and i will never amount to anything. i have nothing to look forward to. i feel like no one has any faith in me, so why should i try to do good in school? im starting to loose faith in myself, i know that no matter how good i do it will never be enough, nothing i ever do is good enough. w/e i dont care anymore but yet i care so much... about alot but no one else cares so w/e
this shits fucked up
i dont wanna talk about it anymore... just 4get it
i wish i could be invisible... since im here and im not gunna do anything stupid to leave i dont want people to notice me anymore, not like they do anyways...
im out |
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| really long ass survey! |
[Nov. 30th, 2003|12:02 pm] |
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| | lil jon & the eastside boys; bia bia | ] |
001. What is your full name? elyse marie winegar
002. Spell it backwards: rageniw eiram esyle
003. Date of birth: 7/20/88
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: cancer
006. Nicknames: elyseypoo, elyse marie, pimpette
007. Occupation: highschool
008. Height: 5'6
009. Weight: d/k
010. Hair color: brown w/blondish caramel highlights
011. Eye color: brown
012. Where were you born? warren
013. Where do you reside now? utica
014. Age: 15
015. Screen names: elyseXmarie
016. E-mail addy: elyse00sweetie06@yahoo.com
017. What does your screen name stand for? my 1st & middle name
018. What is your DJ name? theinsaneone
019. What does your DJ name stand for? *hehe* cuz thats what i am
020. Pets: kit
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 15
022. Piercings? none anymore
023. Tattoo's? not yet
024. Shoe size: 9-10
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: black sweats & a t-shirt
027. Hearing: lil jon & the eastside boys
028. Feeling: tired
029. Eating/drinking: nothing/milk
~Friends Stuff~
Which one of your friends is the....
030. Craziest? me
031. Loudest? mandi
032. Nicest? everyone is pretty nice
033. Bitchiest? everyone has their moments
034. Life of the party? stacey
035. Jock? hah! my friends? dan
036. Prep? matt
037. Rebel? me & jessi
038. Cutest? all of them
039. Best friend of the same sex? jessi & jamie
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? jay & jeff
041. Most popular? who cares?
042. Rudest? lol
043. Most shy? nessa
044. Dumbest? dk
045. Smartest? alotta of em are smart
046. Weirdest? everyone
047. Has the best hair? jamie
048. Best personality? jamie
049. Most talented? uhh @ whut?
050. Most ghetto? me & devin
051. Most spoiled? jessi
052. Drama queen? dani
053. Pain in the ass? ...
054. Funniest? it depends
055. Best advice giver? jamie, jessi & jay
056. Druggie? haha quite a few
057. Most likely to join a cult? um who knows
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yup
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? jessi
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 178
~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? ...yeah...
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? a ton
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1
064. How many people have you kissed? dk
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? yup
066. How many people have you dated? 8 er 9
067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? Good personality, can make me laugh, caring, knows how to have fun, can carry on a convo, sweet
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and smile
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? whoever i like
070. Do you have a bf/gf? yup
071. If so where did you meet them? lol thru an ex friend
072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? everything
073. Do you have a crush right now? yes
074. If so who is it? Bryan
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? not exactly
076. Do you remember your first love? mmhmm
077. Who is the first person you kissed? i dont even know
078. Do you believe in fate? yes
079. Do you believe in soul mates? yes
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? i think so
~Sex Stuff~
081. Are you a virgin? yup
082. If not when/at what age did you lose your virginity?..
083. Who did you lose it to? ..
084. Do you masturbate? lol
085. Have you ever had an orgasm? ..
086. Ever used food during sex? no
087. Would you ever videotape a sex session? uh no
088. Favorite sexual position? ...
089. Number of sex partners you've had? none
090. Ever sleep with someone you don't know? nope
091. Name a sexual fantasy you have actually acted out: ..
092. Do you talk dirty during or before sex? nope
093. Do you like to be spanked? lmfao
094. Are you a tease? oh yes
095. Are you kinky? dk
096. Do you like bondage? no
097. Do you go down? lol
098. Ever have sex with your best friend? nope
099. Ever have unprotected sex? nope
100. Ever had an STD? nope
101. If you could have sex with any celebrity, who would it be? theres quite a few! hehe
102. Are you pregnant right now or think you may be pregnant? no
103. Have you ever had an abortion? no
~Family Stuff~
104. How many siblings do you have? 3
105. What are your parents names? pati & robert
106. What are your siblings names? marykay, jeremy, rob
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 4
108. How many siblings does your father have? dk
109. Where are your parents from? ??
110. Is your family close? hell naw
111. Does your family get together for holidays? used too
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? yeah
113. Any medical problems run through your family? oh yeah
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? dk
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? yes
116. Are your parents divorced? yea
117. Do you have step parents? technically but i dont consider em that
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? probably
119. If so for what? i dk
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes
~Music Stuff~
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? never really thought about it
122. What's the most embarrassing cd you own? britney spears
123. What's the best cd you own? i dk
124. What song do you absolutely hate? the annoying outkast song
125. Do you sing in the shower? i used to
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? crazy bout ya; Mercedes
~Favorites~
152. Color: baby blue, blue
153. Food: pretzels
154. Song: lol too many
155. Show: degrassi!
156. School subject: lunch
157. Band/singer: too many
158. Animal: dont have one
159. Outfit: baby blue pants & nike button up shirt w/wife beater
160. Radio station: 88.7, 93.1, 955.5, 97.9, 105.9, 99.5
161. Movie: ..
162. Pair of shoes: baby blue phat farms
163. Cartoon: simpsons
164. Actor: adam sandler
165. Actress: angelina jolie
166. Potato chip: chedder & sour cream
167. Drink: mt dew
168. Alcholic drink: bacardi
169. Holiday: none
170. Perfume/cologne: tommy girl/peferred stock
171. Pizza topping: cheese
173. Lunch meat: salami
174. Board game: life
175. Video game: pac-man
176. Website: livejournal
177. Book: accident
178. Computer game: solitaire
179. Number: 12
180. Cereal: coco puffs
181. Comedian: adam sandler
182. Dessert: twist cone
183. Disney character: tigger
184. Clothing store: steve & barrys
185. Pasttime: being with my friends
186. Teacher: dk
187. Childhood toy/game: swing set
188. Carnival game/ride: none
189. Candy bar: heath bar or reese sticks
190. Magazine: teenpeople
191. Salad dressing: ranch
192. Thing to do on the weekend: sleeping, hang w/friends & be w/bryan
193. Hot drink: coffee
194. Season: summer
195. Sport to watch: football
196. Person to talk to online: jamie
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
197. What color are your sheets? white
198. What color are your bedroom walls? white
199. Do you have posters on your wall? nope
200. If so of what? *stares at screen*
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? nope
202. How many pillows are on your bed? 7
203. What do you normally sleep in? my fishie pants & a wife beater
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: see # 203.
205. What size bed do you have? full
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? daybed
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? oh yea
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: dont wanna say
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 or 3
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? proally
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no
214. Do you snore? uh huh
215. How about drool? proally
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? cream?
218. What's under your bed? a picture
~This or that~
219. Coke/Pepsi: Pepsi
220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels
221. Day/night: night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east
223. Heaven/hell: heaven
224. Make love/have sex: make love
225. Coffee/tea: coffee
226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hotdogs
227. Rap/rock: rap
228. Britney/Christina: christina
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
230. Real World/Road Rules: real world
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: *Nsync
232. Silver/gold: silver
233. Nike/Adidas: nike
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: taco bell
235. Sweet/sour: both are good
236. Punk/emo: punk
237. Hot/cold: cold
238. Winter/summer: summer
239. Spring/fall: spring
240. Operas/plays: plays
241. Read/watch tv: watch tv
242. Cd's/tapes: cds
243. Dvd's/vhs: dvds
244. Old/new: doesnt matter...
245. Shorts/skirts: shorts
246. Pink/red: pink
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: i like both
248. Meat/vegetables: meat
249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese food
250. Commercials/infomercials: infomercials
251. Scary movies/comedies: depends
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: doesnt matter
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: no shoes... or flippy flops
254. Dogs/cats: cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: fairies
256. Water/land: water
257. Sugar/spice: sugar
258. Black/white: black
259. ribbons/bows: ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: chicken
261. Colored Christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: both are good
262. Cars/trucks: trucks
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin powers
264. Popcorn/pretzels: pretzels
265. Hip/hop: hip
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: WWE!
268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub
269. Picture frames/photo albums: album
270. Pens/pencils: pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
271. Eminem: gr8
272. Virgins: lol
273. God: *cough*
274. The Osbournes: so funnie
275. Reality TV: can be boring
276. J.Lo: SUCKS
277. Religion: nope
278. Emo music: wooo go emo!!!
279. Valentine's Day: depends
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: eehhh
281. Homosexuals: theres nothing wrong with them, leave them alone and treat them like everyone else.
282. Abortion: it's not my place to say what to do. it's up to whoever has to go through it.
283. Inter-racial relationships: nothing wrong with them
284. Murder: fuckin physco people...
285. Death: everyone has to experience it sometime
286. Obesity: eehh
287. Pre-marital sex: no opinion. i don't think it's a big deal
288. Terrorism: DIE FUCKKERS
289. Pornography: kinda lame
290. Fortune tellers: funnie
291. Threesomes: whatever floats ur boat
292. Prostitution: if thats whut u gotta go 2 get $ but its nasty
293. Politics: boring
294. Country music: great
295. George W. Bush: fag
296. Cloning: what about it? comfyness is a must
297. Britney's boobs: fake... shes FAKE
298. Gas prices in America: they SUCK DICK
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: school of rock
300. Tiffany: Cunningham
301. Ben: the lil baby ben that died :(
302. Maria: french class
303. Jennifer: RODOLFO
304. Nicole: vergote!
305. Amy: eeww nasty bitch
306. Adam: hehe short stuff
307. Richard: i miss my dick! *dont ask*
308. Justin: Timberlake
309. Arnold: hey
310. Tom: Delonge from blink182
311. Melissa: Anne... i lovers her! mellybelly
312. Charlotte: good
313. Harold: hey arnold
314. John: Jez~
315. Joel: Madden
316. Vanessa: carlton
317. Michelle: my angel mikki
318. Kevin: ?
319. Brent: the one kids house i went to when i was drunk. i still dont know who he is tho.. :-/
320. Jake: LMFAO..
321. Billy: Milburn
322. Sarah: i dk
323. Natalie: portman
324. Christy: bryans sis!
325. Nick: Dorley
326. Linda: cassies aunt?
327. Taylor: terrys lil sis
328. Jordan: my cuzin
329. Jaime: Leigh.. i fuckin love HER
330. Adrian: this girl in my parenting class
~Have You Ever....~
331. Mooned anyone? lol yeah
332. Been on a diet? yea
333. Been to a foreign country? ya
334. Broken a bone? nope
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? nope
336. Swear at a teacher? yea
337. Talked to an DJ member via e-mails or instant messages? yup
338. Got in a fight? yes
339. Dated a teacher? no
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? mayb wen i was little?
341. Thought about killing your enemy? yes
342. Gone skinny dipping? o
343. Met another DJ member in the flesh? nope
344. Told a little white lie? who hasn't?
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? no
346. Stolen anything? yea
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? yes lol
348. Been on tv? no
349. Been on the radio? no
350. Been in a mosh pit? no
351. Been to a concert? yes
352. Dated one of your best friends? yea
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? no
354. Decieved somebody close to you? YUP :)
355. Broken the law? yupp
356. Been to a rodeo? no
357. Been on a talk show? no
358. Been on a game show? nope
359. Been on an airplane? yes
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yes!
361. Came close to dying? no
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? yup
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yup
364. Terrorized a babysitter? no
365. Made a mud pie? yes
366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff? yup
367. Snuck out of the house at night? yup
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? yup
369. Had an eating disorder? no
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yup
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yup!
372. Smoked? yes
373. Done drugs? yes
374. Been arrested? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp? yes
377. Won a bet? yup
378. Written a love letter? not really
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? lol
380. Written a love poem? yeah
381. Kissed in the rain? yup
382. Slow danced with someone you love? no
383. Participated in cyber sex? no
384. Faked an orgasm? no
385. Stolen a kiss? i dont know
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yeah
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? no
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? nope
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no
392. Won a trophy? no
393. Thrown up in public? no
395. Failed/got held back? nope
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? yea
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yup
398. Taken ballet lessons? no
399. Attempted suicide? not exactly
400. Cut yourself? yes
~Childhood Stuff~
401. Did you play with Barbies? yup!
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yes
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? yeah
404. Did you play Simon? yeah!
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? mmhmm
406. Did you wet the bed? dk?
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? after i watched a scary move
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? no
409. Were you shy? YES!!!
410. Were you spoiled? no
411. Were you abused? no
412. Did you go to the circus? yup
413. Did you go to the zoo? yup
414. Were you in a car accident? yea
415. Did you build snowmen? yes
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? yup
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? no they loved me
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? just amusing
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yup
420. Were you afraid of the dark? sorta
421. Did you have slumber parties? yup
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? no just video tapes! hehe
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? no
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? when i was a weee little girl
~Randomness~
425. Do you believe in aliens? no
426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: cup, candle, pens
427. Do you have any hidden talents? no
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? good ones.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? dk
430. What would your movie star name be? no clue
431. Do you play any sports? yea
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? i dk
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? freddy vs jason and elf
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? phonebooth
435. Do you drive? no
436. What is your dream car? one that runs well
437. Do you think your good looking? god no
438. Do others think you are good looking? some but i think they are fuckin crazy
439. Would you ever sky dive? proally not
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? nope
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 10
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? nope
443. Do you believe in God? yeah
444. Do you believe in Satan? yeah
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? yeah
446. Do you believe there is a hell? yeah
447. Do you own a pooltable? NO
448. Do you have a pool? no
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yup
450. Do you like chocolate? yup
451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? i dont have one
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? alot
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? nope
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? dk
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no
456. What is your weakness? being tickled
457. Name something you can't get enough of: being with my friends
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: goofy, fun, exciting
459. How many kids do you want to have? 2
460. Future daughters names: i have a list sumwhere
461. Future sons names: i have a list sumwhere
462. What is your ideal way to die? happy
463. How do you release stress? loud music and writing
464. Are you a trendy person? no
465. Are you an artisitic person? not really
466. Are you a realistic person? yea
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? nope
468. Are you a strong person? sorta
469. Are you a strong willed person? yea
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? bryan
471. Who is the last person to IM you? devin?
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes
473. Are you a deep sleeper? hell yes.
474. Are you a good story teller? no
475. What do you believe is your best quality? my eyes
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? having the friends
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? candles
478. Do you do yoga? no
479. Do you have your own credit card? nope
480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? alot!
481. Do you have a check book? nope
482. Do you like your driver's license picture? i dont have a license yet
483. Do you tan easily? yup!
484. What color is your hair naturally? brown
485. How many fillings do you have? 2 i think
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 2
487. Worst feeling in the world? being rejected by someone you really like or your friends going against you.
488. Best feeling in the world? someone liking you and you liking them back
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? half empty
490. Last thing you downloaded? dont remember
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no
492. What do you think people think of you? i dk
493. Are you a likeable person? yea
494. Do you need therapy? uh no?
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? nope
496. What's the best way to be proposed to? something romantic
497. What kind of movie would you star in? comedy
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it? FedUps
499. When are you moving? when i go to college
500. What's your favorite phrase? silly fucker nut
wow im really bored! but yeah i dont know i found this and was like what the hell. I need to go and get into the shower like really soon! but w/e!
xoxo...Elyse |
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| livin in a hateful world |
[Nov. 30th, 2003|02:23 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
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| | bone thugs n harmony; crossroads | ] |
i had alotta fun tonight. Bryan<3 came over after werk, we just chilled here and talked for a little. Then we did a little shopping and went back to his house then went to the movie store! He rented Santa Clause 2, 2 Fast 2 Furious << cuz we havent seen either one, and White Oleander << fer my mommy! oh how i love being with him, i truly do! i get this great feeling, gosh i hope this never goes away.well we only got to watch the Santa Clause 2 becuz he had to leave :( but we had some really interesting conversations while watchin the movie too... ooohhh so great <3
tomorrow he is calling me and we'll probably chill here then we are going to see Jessi <<YAY then around 6:30 we are all going out to dinner for moms birthday! :) im excited! teehee
its late/well early which ever you wanna think of it but im not even that tired anymore... oh well! im just sittin here listening to music, really low becuz everyone is sssllleeepppiiinnngggg! heeeheee
xoxo...Elyse |
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| Happy Thanksgiving.... |
[Nov. 27th, 2003|05:40 pm] |
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| |  full | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | my wonderful Justin Timberlake CD!!! | ] |
- woke up @ about 9ish and went in the other room to watch the parade... boring
- couldn't get back to sleep
- so now im really tired... fuckers
- im so full i feel sick
- i could totally pass out right now if i wanted too
+ my brother came over 4 dinner
+ i got to talk to bryan
+ watched the lions game
+ they WON! woo
+ bryans comming over soon... i hope!
now im bored outta my mind and i have nothing to do... go figure right? this is a shitty break!!! oh well...ive been with bryan everyday after he gets off werk so thats good...!
i think we are going out and seeing jessi on sunday? not totally positive on that one though, i havent exactly talked to her but i guess bryan did... okie dokie!
i gotta change and shit still but i dont think he'll be herre 4 a while so i gots some time! |
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| changes... some are just the greatest ever! :) |
[Nov. 24th, 2003|10:30 pm] |
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| |  loved | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | So Yesterday.... *Hilary Duff* | ] |
School isn't all that bad.. i mean i talked to karen today and i rather go where im going then go 2 an all girls school! shoot me now id fuckin die!!! no way would i do that! hehe but i love her! gosh its been so long since ive seen her! i misses her along w/everyone else!!!
ashley, jamie, melissa, chelsea, josh, gary, kasey, austin, DAMNIT EVERYONE... lol
today was so awesum, he really didn't have to come and see me but it was only 4 like an hour and yet he still came! :) that makes me so happy! :) :) :)
tomorrow is our last day then its BREAK TIME! woo hoo! im so excited im already sick of going to school! TURKEY DAY is near! eeekkk im excited for that too! wooooooo i dont even know!
so yesterday havent you heard that imma be okay? lol i <3 this song! hilary duff is amazing!
well i think im outtie!! night night!
only
9
more
days!
tee-hee
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